Unreservedly Me

He kissed me in my dreams, and my heart begin to race. I didn’t open my eyes because I knew he wasn’t there, not in reach…. the way my heart raced I wanted him to be…. too rich for my blood. My eyes open to sadness.

I have experienced this before.. someone I was in love choose to marry someone shortly after me. Makes me feel like I did something wrong even though I know I didn’t. I never really allowed myself to feel the hurt…. but its coming out tonight. I know its apart of…

I dipped my toe back in the dating pool with much reluctance. It’s hard out here. I know I’m not ready to dive right in, but I do miss things like talking to a man, getting to know him, and hanging out here and there. I’m a big person on…

Just this past Friday I came across something that I was told was happening but didn’t realize how it would effect me. My ex of 4 months got married. Seeing it felt like a knife cutting my soul. This was someone I saw forever with and wish that things could…